Saturday, 01 January 2011
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END OF THE DECADE
HELLO
2011
Well, my blog has been deserted for the past few months but today I finally decided to sit my ass down and write out what's been in my head for the past few days. Yes I know I'm late (2 days to be exact)
butttt, it is a new year and thus time for a new beginning. Starting with a post about my 2010
2010 was.. a real rollercoaster ride for me.
I'm not going to elaborate on the high and low points of the year but if you were remotely close to me, you'd know.
In many ways, 2010 was a new start for me
and 2011 is gonna be so much more.
I'm sure of it.
So this is just to say goodbye to the last year, and hello to the new one.
Pictures are worth a thousand words, so I'm just going to leave you with pictures of the people/moments that have made my year.
Without you guys, my year wouldn't have been what it was: A M A Z I N G.
♥

--
CHARMA LLAMA



HI CHARM,
I love our 6 hour phone calls♥
Thank you for helping me through the early months of 2010 when I most needed help and always putting up with my nonsense

Let's camwhore more!!! Hahaha maybe I should crash your GEMS class every week.
I'll see you more in school

-
VALEN



Yoooong Tau Foo,
I haven't seen much of you this year but I know you're always here for me, be it serious stuff or our usual bullshit
I missed you alottt, see you soon babe

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KATCHO

Oh gosh babe, we need to start taking more pictures together. Hahaha.
I haven't seen you much this year either but I always know for sure that I can count on you Kat
Thank you so so much for being my pillar of support early this year, I wouldn't have been able to make it through without you♥
I love meeting up with you like we do now and I'll see you again soon hunny!

--
ABI SIA & NUT
♥ ♥ ♥


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DTVM 02!
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ANGEL HO MUN YEE

Hiiiii Ciaaaa!
We have so many pics together I had a hard time only choosing a few. Hahaha.
Thank you for being my camwhore pardnuh since the very beginning of school,and for always being there for me.
I know I can always talk to you dear and it really means alot to me

Heheh BELIEBERS FTW
Let's spazz and do more crap together this coming year

Looking forward to more fun times with you.
BUNNY ♥


ELSY

Hey babe,
Thankkkkyouuuu for always being so game in doing crazy things with me (i.e. hot wings,blind dates LOLLL) and talking about the most random but interesting things. Our convos are so full of win. Hahaha.
Hanging out with you, Josh and Alistair was really fun

Let's do more crazy things together this year, shall we?

YANNIE

HEY BIATCH
Hahahaha.
Thank you for being you, and making me laugh so much at your spazzness.
I know times are rough with a certain someone now, but I know you'll pull through and I'm here for you alright?
Thanks for always looking out for me


LINGGGGG

Babe it's so fun doing all sorts of random crap with you. Hahahaha.
You're always making me laugh (MAHAIIII, AIIIYAIIIYOOO) and brightening up my days.
And I know when I need it, I can talk to you and you'd understand


HAAAAANAAAAAHEEEEYYYYY

You're awesome, bb♥
(refer to picture above. Someone sleeping in class ah. Tsk tsk)
Hahahaha ok who am I kidding, we totally take turns sleeping

Thank you for being such an amazing friend throughout the time we've known each other.
We've done countless things together and I'm glad I always have you with me.
I know I can always count on you bb, and I've always got your back too.
We've had some amazing times together last year, here's to way wayyy more this year




--
TC MATES
♥ ♥ ♥

All the time spent with you guys is always filled with laughter and I'm never bored around you guys.
It was a blast doing TSFO with all of you and I'll never forget it.
Here's to more fun times and of course, more drama






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CASS CLUB
♥ ♥ ♥




CUZZIE
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Forever & always, Deb

We'll always have each other,
I love you to bits.
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DAR

Babe, I'm so glad we got to know each other through CASS CLUB and gotten as close as we are now.
I love planning outings and hthts with you♥
Let's have more of them this year



HEADDDDD

Saranghae!~


BENNY

HEY BENNY
Thank you for being an awesome senior (to your awesome juniors heheheh)
I'm glad we got to get to know you better in the recent months, and it was great htht-ing with you.
I know you've been through quite alot this year and I'm proud of you for making it through.
Fingers totally crossed for you in your new endeavour

HEHEHE


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GYL CLIQUE
♥ ♥ ♥




--
JUSTIN NG JIAN HAO
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

you are my only exception





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GOODBYE
2010

xoxo
'till next time
Thursday, 30 September 2010
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I'm addicted to you,
Don't you know that
you're toxic?
(My nails now! Both colours from the OPI Shrek Collection. Heheeeh.
I LOVE YOU OPI.
I couldn't decide between them so that's why they're Mix N' Match
I don't care if my mum says they look like incomplete nails, I still adore them.
)-
Hellooo there
Just a quickie post about today's photoshoot! (Mostly pictures. Hahaha. Well, duh)
We gathered in school at 1pm and we wrapped up at 7.40pm

PHEW. It didn't seem like it at all, but today was a really looong one.
BUT, it was an amazingly fun day just relaxing with the TC crew and talking/playing funtastic games like questions only.
I think my face has more muscles now

'cause I was laughing like crazy throughout! Dayummm.
The TC crew is seriously filled with hilarious/crazy people who do the oddest things.
Like singing 'Like A Virgin' the whole time, always stuck on the first line -.- (SHAWN)
"Like A Virgin! .....Like A Virgin! ...Like A- SHUDDUP SHAWN." Hahahaha.
Another time,
Amanda and Shawn are supposed to pose as brother & sister, walking by the seaside. So they were trying to get into the mood of the scene.
Amanda: Look! A boat!
Shawn: Huhhh another one ah. Why so many one!
Everybody: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Ling: WHY SO UNCLE ONE!
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So you can see, they're so..
My kind of people!!! Hahahah. Birds of a feather and whatnot.

Oh yes!
If you guys didn't already know,
this photoshoot is for the pamphlet for our upcoming play The Search For Odyseuss
It's on from 1st-4th November in SP and we're in itttttt~ (another duh)
If you're free on those dates and want to watch an epic play at night with the most beautiful atmosphere (Amphitheater! Candles! Night sky! Stars! What little Singapore has), we'd love for you to come and join us.

Heh okay, that's enough for advertising.
PHOTO TIME!

ZIYING! Our Athene.
Cast waiting for our individual shots
Perry's noice expression (Y)
Getting ready
In the black box! FINALLY.
Harsha, our Penelope.
HAHAHAHA Michael who ask you to fall asleep around this kind of people. HEH.
LAOOOO DOH MUS.
Our photogs for the day~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA WIN.
Daryl displaying his RAMBO skillz.
Our Brother/Sister pairing
Heheheheh naizzzzze, Ian

Daryl doing his Cyclops thang
We're gonna make this play epic

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Okie dokie, I'm off!
Halloween Night meeting with Deb and the welfare comm tomorrow! Something else I'm looking forward to
I haven't seen my cuzzie in forever!!!

Hoo.. This October/November is going to be jam-packed with exciting things.
Can't hardly wait!
OH OH, In another note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUT
I know you enjoyed my three versions of the Happy Birthday song while partially conscious. HAHAHA. Have an amazing day. xx.
GOOOOOOOOOOOD
NIGHT.
and always remember:
Wednesday, 29 September 2010
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'Cause if you jump, I will jump too
We will fall together
Well, I knew this would happen.
I can't stay mad at you even if I tried- which I did.

Even though sometimes you frustrate me 'till I want to pull out my already pitiful amount of hair,
there are a thousand more things you do that make my life better just by knowing you.
Okay, maybe not a thousand.
But then again, with five years of close acquaintance and endless hours on the phone, it's hard to keep track.
Thinking about these things make me happy, and then I can't stay mad anymore.
Because I've never forgotten the Naruto/Bleach Mix CDs with handwritten glossary,
or the hand delivered letters,
or the 24 hour counselling hotline aka your handphone,
or the endless hours of conversations based on random crap like zombie apocalypses,
or the numerous times I've gotten angry at you but decide to take it all back in a matter of minutes/hours/days/weeks (delete where applicable),
or the years spent watching each other grow into different people than we were before.
You were wrong. We both know.
I won't apologise for what I said because it was true.
But then I was wrong too in some ways.
So, I'm sorry for those things.
And I just want to tell you again,
I know you, and I know what you're going through is so typically you. I may not be able to help, but I'll wait.
I'll still be your friend ten years from now, and we can brag that we've known each other for another decade. And from there, I'll renew our friendship contract again. Maybe. We'll see. Hahahaha.
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This incident just got me thinking of another important friendship I lost awhile back. It was horrible to lose such a great friend, someone I really cared about. I'd give almost anything to get my friend back, though we both know it's too late.
I guess sometimes we have to take a step back and think about the things important to us.
To my long lost friend:
Well no matter what, you were an amazing friend and even now when I think about the stupid stuff we did as friends I feel happy. It's not everyday I find someone I can click so well with without even trying. (I so know that now)
I kept thinking that I missed you, but I guess what I missed was the times that have already passed. So anyway.. All the best in everything, friend.
I hope that someday, somehow when you're zoning out or reminiscing about things you'll think of me. And when you think of me, it's not the bad times that pop up, but the carefree times we had being young and free before life came along.
And I hope you'll smile, just like I'm smiling now.
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I have the Theatre Compass photoshoot tomorrow for The Search For Odyseuss with the rest of our awesome cast, hope the weather decides to be kind to me and my make-up!
GOODNIGHT WORLD.

♥
Sunday, 26 September 2010
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Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
because
I like the way
it hurts.
I'm not in the best of moods right now,
I need to get some things off my chest.
Thoughts have been stuck in my mind for awhile,
the more I think, the angrier I get.
Warning: Expletives ahead
1.
I don't know how many times I've experienced this with you over these years.
I'm really sick of this.
So,
I have a great bestfriend who's been with me through all the bad times in my life,
he never gives up on me even when I go all psycho emotional bitch on him.
he's always there for me whenever I need him.
Yes, this is all true.
But all this is only between us. It's like some kind of fucking undercover friendship.
Why? Because my friend refuses to treat me like one in public.
We've known each other for ten fucking years, friend.
THAT'S A FUCKING DECADE.
LONGER THAN SOME KIDS HAVE EVEN BEEN ALIVE.
So why is it that even now, you refuse to acknowledge me as a good friend?
How much humiliation do I have to take for you to finally start treating me like one?
I've never denied you as a friend.
But the same can't be said for you.
What, am I too loud? Too talkative? Too bimbotic?
Thanks a lot.
So you can only have one best friend?
That's some bloody fucking bullshit.
If you follow someone else's rules on how to live your life, you should be smacked on the head. Hard.
You know, no matter how much I try to break down those walls of yours, you never let me in.
And now I know it's not because you're just a guarded person.
You CHOOSE who you want to let in. And apparently I'm not someone you trust even though I trust you with all my secrets.
I'm done trying.
You, your one and only best friend in the entire world and your newfound good friends in class have fun.
I guess ten years doesn't mean much to you anyway.
P.S. Number 2 applies to you too, friend.
You know exactly what I have to go through in my life and yet you can say you think everything comes easy for me.
I'm disappointed in you.
2.
Some people have been questioning my abilities.
How hard I work to get what I get.
Let me just say this:
I push myself to the limit with everything I've done so far.
I make sure I do my fair share, or more, of work in whatever I do.
So who the fuck are you to say that I don't deserve anything I got so far?
Can YOU honestly say that you deserve all the grades you got?
Did YOU honestly put in the share of work you should be?
I'm very annoyed at people who
at the back of their minds, KNOW they didn't put in the effort to deserve such a grade
and yet still have the bloody cheek to complain about it.
Sure, I might complain sometimes about a grade that I'd hope to have scored better in even though I'd already scored well
but
I actually put in the effort for it and push hard for it to do well.
Instead of say,
someone who complains about a grade they didn't even work for,
who leaves the fate of their project in the hands of their group members and whines about the result.
Gosh just shut the fuck up and sit the fuck down.
Don't leech yourself off other's grades and think you have the right to complain.
3.
I may appear bimbotic, clueless or dumb sometimes
but it doesn't mean I'm stupid.
I'm not mentally challenged,
so DON'T FUCKING TALK TO ME LIKE I AM.
I'm tired of being talked down to.
Sure, I have my moments but it doesn't mean you can treat me like I'm retarded.
Even if you are my friend,
it doesn't mean I won't get angry at you if you talk to me that way.
If you continue talking to me like I'm some vapid bimbo who doesn't understand shit,
I will snap at you.
Like fucking JAWS.
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I have nothing more to say right now.
Yes, I'm angry
but I'm hurt too.
I'm tired.
I'm going to sleep now, and when I wake up,
I'll be happy again.
I just needed to vent.
Goodnight.
Wednesday, 15 September 2010
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Walk walk passion baby, work it-
BABY.
Hellooooooo world!
I'm finally back again

Sorry for the wait
After all the tests/projects were over,
I just couldn't bring myself to sit down and actually write properly.
Sooo, since my course has finished our 'exams' already,
we now have a SIX WEEK HOLIDAY!
O
M
G
Say it with me,
AWESUM POSSUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahaha. Yes, needless to say, I'm ecstatic.
But then again, six weeks is a verrrrry long time.

I think I'll be bored out of my wits soon, if not for the DVDs I borrowed from the school library.
So right now,
the Pokemon/The Simpsons/ FRIENDS series are the only things keeping me busy.
That's kind of... sad...
Hahahaha. Well, I guess things could be MUCH MUCH worse
(e.g. Tests/exams/more projects) so I'll stop whining.
I'm perfectly content doing absolutely nothing. (For now)

OH YES.
I've changed the layout for this blog! Finally.
I love the background colour, but I'm scared it's too plain.
ARGH. NEVERMIND. Time to try something new.

I've added a TAGBOARD, but it's a link that you'll have to click on
under the 'SPEAK' box on the right ->
Hahahahah yah, it's a very pitiful tagboard I know

So take pity on my poor tagboard and write something~

WRITE SOMETHING AH!
Alrightyyy, time to recount the various happenings in my life.
and hereeee weeee goooooo.
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Firstly,
COUNCIL FIESTA
Being on the committee for the event was actually really fun.

There was extra work involved besides the projects I already had(duh), and I got pretty stressed out, but I think the experience was worth it.
And I got to meet new people from the different school clubs.
Anyways, my position was Business I/C
so I was in charge of finding sponsors (which only Frolick came through, FROLICK IS AWESOME)
and deciding the ten lucky draw prizes & top 3 prizes for the Amazing Race teams.
I'm glad because I managed to stay within the $900 budget and still manage to get some damn kickass prizes. Hahahaha.
So these were the prizes for the lucky draw:
1st- Ipod Nano
2nd- Audio Technica Headphones
3rd & 4th- Swatch watches
5th & 6th &7th- $20 Borders vouchers
8th & 9th and 10th- $10 Capitaland vouchers
The number of people lusting over the Audio Tech headphones were amazinggg.
Hahahaha well, I actually wanted to get the Ipod Shuffle as second prize but seeing how it was actually pretty pathetic and how everyone prolly already have better mp3 players,
I made the split-second decision to get the headphones instead
Thank God.I had to get two volunteers from CASS club to help with the event, so
the ever awesome (*cough*) Hana and cuzzie Deb were nice enough to help~
And because they were helpers, they couldn't participate in the lucky draw.
Thanksssssss Guiseeeeeeee

Heeheeh.
Peekture time!
I like this photo, they look so happy~
Elaine who loves 2PM (too). Hahahaha.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS PICTURE!
Deb's expression practically screams MEH.
This is payback for the Macs picture,Deb!!!!!
Losers of BlowWindBlow had to do the Abracadabra dance.
I think this is almost a CASS club tradition already

My hard-working headddd!
COUNCIL FIESTA COMMITTEE

Flowers for the guest of honours! And erm, my extra flowers. Hahaha.
HEAD WON SECOND PRIZE FOR THE LUCKY DRAW!
My lucky fingers totally picked her out luh. Hahahaha.
Phyllis is totally eyeing Inez in jealousy. Heeeeh.
Yay for head!
And Wye Kuin won..
FIRST PRIZE!!!!!!
My face was seriously like


when I read the card I picked out.
'YAN.. WYE.. KUIN?!?!? OMG'
Hahahaha.
Kuin with his first ever Apple product!

And Izzat's awesome expression.
THE SUPER AMAZING CASS CREW.


Our humongous cake for the night!
~ ~ ~
Secondly,
THE DTVM PHOTOSHOOT
A handful of us were chosen to be photographed for the DTVM brochure for next years batch of students and etc.
So, from our class there was Nick, Cia and I
and from the other class there was
Shafeeqah, Anginn, Kenneth (who performed manyyy roles that day), Pearl and Raseenah.
I have a feeling Ms Gamar chose me 'cause I'm such a camwhore
HAHAHA. Deb totally agrees. MEH. But okay, I guess camwhores will do the job with glee
Heeeeh. Had to be made up first though!
Because the make-up artist/teacher (yah, two in one) didn't have enough time, I had to do my own make up. Aw man.

But the shoot was super fun, and Kenneth kept making me laugh like crazy the whole time.
We had to force ourselves to smile, but he kept making me laugh so it was no problem. He'd say random things continuously, like,
"Okay, he wants us to look over there. Mm mm very good, yeah, imaginary person in the chair. Yeah, pipe. Yeah,wall. I don't know why I'm not smiling. Mm Mm."
Hahahahaha. It was a fun camwhoring day. And the best part is,
there was a professional photographer to help with the camwhoring
HEE

All the pictures here are credited to Siqi, who was totally enjoying watching us shoot

Ayyyyyynd Mr.Fred of course

Waiting to be made up~
Yah, I was spazzing over the make-up there
Cia's super duper ultra long lashes!
They were so long that when they were curled, they smudged on her eyelid.

First scene
Second scene
LOL KENNETH
Siqi

MAH FAVE BUNNY

HAHAHA MR. FRED AT THE BACK.
~ ~ ~
Next,
TEACHERS' DAY at SC
Went back to SC in the morning (okay, late morning) to meet Charm for lunch at the canteen.
Ohhhhhhhhh I cannot tell you how much I miss our canteen food.

When Charm finally arrived with her home-made cookies and cards for the teachers,
we went to buy our salmon sushi from the sushi stall.
Ohhhhhhhh the rice was still sweet and I missed it so much

Getting nostalgic over food

Well, we bumped into Nicole and Amanda there and Valen finally arrived~
Had a good catch-up/laugh with them, and went around hunting teachers down and giving them our gifts
In the end I had to leave early because I had Visual Comm. final project due that day and lesson started at 1pm
So Charm kindly left with me and my flowers.

Thanks Charma llamaaa~
Okie doke, MOAR pictures! Hahaha.

Totally Spiez

Valen and her imitations again. Hahahaha I miss laughing at her expressions.
Compare the lengths! HAHA. Buttt as Nicole says, hers are skorts.
Which means, the important parts are totally censored and off limits
So no perving ok?
Look at my pretty rose!!!
Oh and Charm.

HAHA.
~ ~ ~
LASTLY,
END OF SEMESTER OUTING WITH
DTVM 1A 02
(Okkkk Nickkk...Hahahaha. Hana's shooo cute with her newly cut fringe!!!)
WOOHOOOOOOO.
After our Writing across Media Platforms final exam (website critique),
we were all freeeeeeee~
A bunch of us decided to have lunch at Astons at 6th Ave after that.
Didn't take pictures there, unfortunately

But Elsy, Cia and I camwhored in the cab at least. HEH.
Afterwards, Nick, Desh, Ling and I headed down to Bukit Timah Plaza to play pool.
(Aka Desh's favourite activity of all time
)And then, the camwhoring began. Hahaha.
We played a few games, and obviously, whoever teamed with Desh won.
Eh but but, Ling and I teamed together for like, three games
and we only lost by one or two balls each time.
Which is pretty damn awesome already!

Considering Desh was on the opposite team, and Ling was a beginner.
Awww yeahhh.

Desh the pro shooting with his left arm because he strained his right arm.
Ughhhh even with his left n00bie arm he could still whoop ass

Meh.
Why so orange!
LOL @Nick @the back.
HAHAHAHAHA
NICK HUMPING THE POOL TABLE.
Nick ah tsk tsk tskkk. Raging hormones ttm. HEH.
~ ~ ~
PHEW.
Well, that's it for my catch-up post!
Ahhhhhh.
Nowadays I've just been a real hermit at home.
The only time I go out is to gym with Deb or watch a movie.
So, I'm making sure that I'm more sociable again and I'm lining up things for myself to do.
It's been amazing though, spending time with my Aiden at home. I love him so so much

I guess I've just been in one of those moods, where I don't want to talk to anyone.
I'm just someone who needs alot of alone time, where I can just be by myself and seriously not open my mouth to speak for hours on end.
It feels very good. To not have to speak for the sake of saying something and just keep my thoughts to myself.
I guess it's because I'm an extroverted introvert. Hahahaha.
Does that make any sense?

Well, people might say
"Don't be ridiculous, you're so annoyingly loud. How can you be an introvert?
"Yes, A-holes, I AM loud.
Super loud. But being loud and being open are two totally different things.
I am loud and chatty most of the time, but I don't like to share many things with many people.
Only if you're remotely close to me will you know what I think inside.
Okay, enough about this
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Here's some of the things I have lined up for next week
:1.) Classic Disney Movie marathon at Elsa's house!
FUCK YEAH,DISNEY.
2.) Pool & Hot Wings outing
THIS. ROUND 2.
Hahahaha BRING IT ON, BYOTCHWINGS

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Yup, that's all folks

TIME FOR DINNER!
XOXO
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